Monday, August 29

My importance level is low ..

I honestly feel that I care way more about people than they care about me. If my friend was sick, I'd do everything I could to make sure they're okay and that favor is just not returned to me.. But the main reason for me to post this is because today I was reflecting on how much I've progressed since 9th&10th grade .. then on my way home from work I just randomly burst into tears because it was like I realized that besides maybe 4 people, nobody gives af about me.. Maybe this is something I should have realized a long time ago, I definitely would have been much happier a few years ago.

Today I went to the hospital only to find out I have really bad heartburn & acid reflex, yay for me considering I LOVE fast food & spicy food. But maybe it's a sign I need to start eating healthier.

I really don't have anything to say. I'm about to go to bed. I'm no longer crying. Byes :3

Wednesday, August 3

Je ne regrette rien..

I FINALLY got my je ne regrette rien tattoo :) My mom said I had to wait 'till I was 18.. pshhh whatever. I got it tonight, on my foot ^__^ I am so happy.

I haven't talked to my boyfriend in almost a week, I'm going crazy.. and my foot is stinging and it's making me forget what I want to type so this is about to be a big jumble of rambles thrown together. I am almost finished with crime and punishment so therefore I will have my summer work completed. Fuck yeah. I almost thought I wasn't going to finish and Mrs. Blackwell was going to have a bad impression of me. I don't know why but she is one of the few teachers at Gautier High School that I want more than anything to impress.

This man is rambling on about his plans for his life & it sounds like pure bullish. Like he said he's a signed rapper but then he said he cuts grass for a living..? o__O I just don't understand, lol.

I'm getting my grandmother's front end bumper thing fixed this weekend which takes like all of the money that was going towards my phone, poooo. But I mean at least I have her car until I can get a car of my own which hopefully will be when I turn 18.. I think that'll be a really well deserved 18th birthday present.
I cannot believe that my first day of my senior year is tomorrow. Shit just got real.

I've caught a cramp in my arm.. so buh-bye :3