Nobody blogs on here so..

this can be like my little diary. Fuck yeah. Everyone went to Tumblr but I tried to "tumble" again but it was an unsuccessful attempt. I have been really emotional lately, no surprise but I don't even know why because for the most part I am happy. No lie. Like there isn't really anything I can complain about besides me being lazy and not being finished with my summer reading assignment STILL. You treat me just like another stranger << That line applies to 99% of my 'friends' but at least I have my bffrrrr (best friend foreverrrr) and a few other friends that I can honestly say I'm about being in my life. I am a freaking senior. Shit just hit me. EEEEK. I found out my class rank. I am #5 out of 220 (I think) but anywho I am kind of disappointed with myself.. my GPA should be higher than a 3.8 and I should be higher than #5 but I am just going to work my butt off this school year to make sure I remain in the top 5.. 'cause overall that is a great accomplishment.

My phone completely died on me. RIP to my poor little phone. It won't even turn on anymore ):

I am going to call T-Mobile and hope that they send me a new one ASAP until I can go buy the sidekick :P

It feels kind of weird blogging.. as if someone is actually going to read this.. knowing that nobody will. Haha. Kind of like I'm talking to myself but really isn't that what I am doing? But anyways.. I love Train. Such a great band. Mhmm. I looked back at my old blogs today, geeez, makes me sad. I said some stuff that I definitely don't regret but wish I didn't post.. stuff such as that I'm going to marry 'T-bear' .. That's one thing I know FOR SURE I am not going to be doing. He wasn't the guy for me. And anyways I'm too young to know who is going to be the "one" that I'm going to end up with for the rest of my life.

I do have a boyfriend now :) It feels nice to say I have a boyfriend instead of me just talking to someone, haha. It hasn't even been a month yet, though but I mean he makes me happy. That means so much to me, you don't even know. I definitely needed someone like him to come into my life because I was slowly regressing back into my old depressed self. I was letting guys completely take advantage of me then he came into my life. I mean it just feels nice for a guy to genuinely like me... for me.

I am cramping like really bad right now >__< I hope my period comes & goes before the first day of school, I dunno why but I HATE being on my period the first few weeks of school. It's like I need to get back into the flow of things (no pun intended) before I am comfortable enough to be on my period. Weird. I know. But I am going to end this and go read some Crime & Punishment.

Buh-bye :3