I could possibly get in trouble for this post

but I am so tired of people trying to push the whole religion thing on me. I am not a religious person. It is not like I do not believe that there could have possibly been some sort of higher-being at one point of time but I just do not understand how there could still be someone controlling the universe and "creating people".... I do not worship the devil. I do not believe in "God".. I just simply believe in science and that I did not in fact come from "God" and that humans did not come because "God" created Earth and everything in it but I believe that we eventually, over time, evolved into what it is we are today. Evolution makes sense. Science makes sense. Religion doesn't. How is it that there are so many different religions yet they are all suppose to exist and be real? Are there different quadrants in the sky for different religions? I just do not understand. Why is that gay people are committing a sin by being gay but yet they are supposedly created by "God"..? Oh, yeah, I learned the answer to that question the other day.. Because "nobody is born gay, if you really did not want to be gay anymore and devote your life to God.. you will." But in my eyes, nobody chooses to be a certain way. It is not a choice. Nobody wakes up one day and decides they want to be gay or straight. They just know they want to be that way. They feel those certain attractions to that sex because of SCIENCE.. because of the hormones that are released when you touch that person or look at that person not because of a bible telling you that this is how you are suppose to feel. Blah. I feel like I am going to get in a lot of trouble for this post. A lot of people do not know about my religious views but I am just SO tired of people trying to push me into being a religious person. I do not think that people that believe in God, Buddha, the Devil, or whatever are wrong because I could in fact be wrong but I am just a believer in science and the stuff that makes sense to me. I do not think when I die I am going to heaven or hell.. I believe when I die I am going to rot in my casket. Does that make me a bad person? So be it. I am still the person I was before you read this post and if anyone besides Sandra does read it then now you know how I feel about religion. Judge me if you please but I cannot help the way I feel and I am tired of having to hide my religious views because "society will shun me.." I am not a devil-worshipper.. I will NOT go to hell. If I do not believe in it, I am not afraid of it. That is all I am going to say about it.

Oh, one more thing, because I want to be a future psychiatrist is another reason for my religious views.. I do not see how I will be able to be successful in my field of study if I use religion to answer everything. Eventually you have to choose science or religion and I just chose at an early age.

But on another note: I went to Oxford this past weekend. I would love to say amazing things happened but we just toured the campus. Saturday was probably one of the worst days I've had in a long, long time but it is because of misunderstandings and listening to the wrong people.. I will never do that again. Anywho, the bell is going to ring soon. I am currently on Tumblr anyways. I most likely will end up deleting this blog anyways. I'm too scared of people judging me.